See, Here's the Thing....

As much as I don't normally want to admit it, I'm a control freak. Those of you that have known me for a long time already pretty much know this. I don't like situations where things are left up to "fate" or "whatever happens" or other people, b/c I don't trust most people as far as I can throw them. I like situations where I at least have some measure of influence, and unfortunately, the reality is, that is not most things in life.

On top of it, I don't half ass most things. This actually probably gets me in more trouble than being a control freak. Unfortunately, a lot of people seem to be completely okay with indifference, which is fine for them, but sometimes it affects others, and that's where I get in trouble. It explains why I'm so hard on myself, and why I'm so competitive. I think it also somewhat explains why a lot of my relationships, at least the ones where I get emotionally involved, end up trainwrecking. It frustrates me very much to put effort into something that is going nowhere, or when someone else is putting in half the effort that I do. It's that sense of someone taking something for granted that makes me resent people sometimes. I have no problem being patient and letting things develop, in that regard, but once it's there, I tend to expect someone to put forth as much effort as I do.

Trust me, I wish I didn't care about stuff as much as I did, and that I could just let go of things. But, it's not how I'm wired.

Sorry for being all introspective and thinky, guys, I promise, I'll try and keep a lid on it.

Well, It Certainly Was....

An interesting weekend. I didn't even realized that I posted something Saturday night until I just pulled up the blog today. Whoops. We'll just disregard that last statement. I'm amazed that everything is spelled properly and all that, considering I really don't remember doing it. So, regarding who it was directed at? I have no clue. It's a little disconcerting for the simple fact that after a long stretch of not doing so, I've had a couple of incidences over the last couple of weeks where my "angry drunk" side has decided to show up. You know, the one where you're having a normal night, out for a few drinks, then all of sudden something snaps? Well, on the bright side, I didn't last out at anyone specific, just the Internet. I could just take it down, but, it's out there, and I always said that if I post something, it stays. So there.

On to more important things.

The Cardinals, in case you didn't notice, won the World Series on Friday night, taking it in 5 games, with a 4-2 win against Detroit. Surprisingly enough, I didn't react as extremely as I thought I would. Granted, we were all at a Halloween party when the game was going on, and though I was quite fixated on it, it isn't the same as watching from the comfort of your own home, or watching at a bar where that's the specific purpose of being there. That, and there weren't exactly any other Cardinals fans around, so it's hard to celebrate by yourself. That being said, I plan on enjoying it for the next few months, because let's face it, the Browns, despite picking up a win on Sunday, aren't going to do much to make me happy. Then again, it's only 2 more days till we get a new season of LeBron and Co., so I have that to look forward too.

Drunk Angry Blogging

You know what's fun? Finding out someone who really isn't good enough for you would rather spend their time on someone who isn't even CLOSE to as good as you........and still managing to feel shitty about yourself b/c of it....

Sometimes not a Fantasy.....

So, this past weekend I was the recipient of an odd little turn of events. Allow me, if you will:

In our fantasy football league, we have a little thing where the person with the highest scoring individual player each week gets $5, and the person with the highest scoring team also gets $5, as a way for everyone, even if their team is BAD, to make a little extra money. In a way, it makes each week a bit more interesting, and keeps people interested sometimes, even if they are doing poorly. As luck would have it, I won both categories this week, meaning I pick up an extra $10. That's cool, right?

Answer: Well...............

See, here's the thing. The highest scoring player in our league last week was Hines Ward (aka-Bane of my Existence). As a direct result of his output, basically, I won the team award as well.

This is the problem. I HATE Hines Ward. HATE. Why? Well for one, he plays for the Steelers, the team that I'm sworn to hate with every fiber of my being. Let's just say that them being 2-4 makes the Browns 1-5 record at least somewhat palatable. The other thing? Well, he's Megan's favorite player. And as much as I'm past that whole thing, I'm still very spiteful towards everything she stood for. Carry a grudge much? Please, next time I fly somewhere I'm buying my grudge a plane ticket.

Oh, but you're damn right I'm taking the $10. Come on guys, I'm unemployed!

Oh, and also, there is an extended trailer for Season 6 of 24 online. You HAVE to see this. I've only watched it like 4 times already. Enjoy

Give it a Listen

I know, I know, I randomly pimp some random bands around here. Some of them are good, some of them are, well, meh.

But I feel pretty good about these guys, they're called

Don't Call it A Comeback

They're kinda cool, that link will take you to their Myspace page, and they've got 3 songs you can check out, if you have sound on your computer. I'd say its' worth the 10 minutes time. Besides, any band that lists its influences as 311, Outkast, STP, Phil Collins, Michael Jackson, John Mayer, the Postal Service, etc, deserves a chance, don't you think?

Oh, and I can't go without mentioning this:

Wesley Snipes accused of Tax Fraud

Always bet on black. Bitches.

And society reaches a new low

I know a lot of people probably saw tape of the fight that occurred during Saturday's Miami-Florida International game, but they have clip on YouTube of the actual broadcast, with commentary being provided by UM alum and former player Lamar Thomas. Just listen to how stupid and ghetto he sounds:





Really, I hope he loses his job, and that the University disavows any association with him. Since it wasn't national, it won't happen though. Seriously though, what an embarrasment.

Holy......(Grey's Spoiler-ish)

It's twelve something, and I just watched the ep, so I'm a little tired right now, so this will be short.

I'm sorry, but, did that guy actually burst into flames? Are you kidding me? I know that was in the first five minutes of the show, but that was enough for me right there. I actually paused the TiVo and just stared at the screen. Creepy

Somehow, I get the feeling that we haven't seen the last of Chris O'Donnell, which in a way is good, b/c after I cursed him showing up at the end of last year, I feel a lot better about him.

Oh, and 8.7 Million? What? Did we at any point know that Denny had money? Did I completely miss this in an episode from last year?

That being said, it was creepy/really well done how they tied his phone message/monologue thing in with some of the things happening in the show.

And for her sake, I hope that Callie doesn't sleep with McSteamy, unless it means George gets to punch him in the face too......


Oh, and on a completely unrelated note, the Cards lost 2-0, in case anyone missed it. If they lose Friday night with Carpenter on the hill, I'm officially on suicide watch.

Not to get all political and stuff, but.....

Sometimes I just feel like I want to, or need to. And you guys know, normally, this isn't my thing. At least not here. This space is generally reserved for making fun of people (myself), talking about TV and movies, sports, and poo jokes. However, sometimes you care about stuff, and sometimes you just don't want to see underhanded legislation sneaking through a state election. This is something that was forwarded to me, and is available on the American Cancer Society's website:

This November 7th, there will be two smoking-related issues on the ballot. One is clear cut, the other is designed to confuse voters. Issue 4 is sponsored by a coalition of pro-smoking groups including the Ohio Licensed Beverage Association and the RJ Reynolds Tobacco Co. Their PAC goes by the name "Smoke Less Ohio." (This is a spin name. What the backers want is for there to be more smoking in Ohio ). They propose a constitutional amendment that would ban smoking in a very few places, and would specifically exempt bars, bowling alleys and bingohalls. It would mandate smoking sections in all restaurants. It would also repeal all current municipalities' smoking restriction legislation and bar any further local choice in the matter. This is the BAD ONE!

Issue 5 is sponsored by the American Cancer Society, the Lung Association and a coalition of health groups called "Smoke Free Ohio", including the Association of Ohio Health Commissioners. It restricts smoking in indoor public working environments and is meant to ensure the safety of people who work in the hospitality industry and to shield non-smokers from second-hand smoke. If passed, it would be a state law, not a constitutional amendment. Make no mistake about it, THIS IS THE GOOD ONE!!!. If people vote yes on both issues, Issue 4 will trump Issue 5, since it is a constitutional amendment that bans all smoking legislation. This is most likely what the Smoke Less Ohio folks want. It is imperative that you, your friends and neighbors know and understand the difference. This is the most important Public Health Issue to come down the pike in Ohio in the past three decades. It is important that you vote NO on Issue 4 and YES on Issue 5.
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There's a couple of reasons I posted this, the least of which is that I think smoking is a dangerous and unhealthy habit. People want to smoke? That's their business, I understand that. But here's a couple of thoughts.......

1) In no way, shape or form do I think that corporations should be driving a constitutional amendment that affects individual municipalities. For one, the state should leave it up to local governments to better decide what is right for their communities, as the state of Ohio has done on this issue up to this point.

2) I find it marginally to completely reprehensible that companies that KNOW that they produce products that kill their customers and non-customers would produce a bill called "Smoke Less Ohio" that is still very much geared towards protecting their own self interests.

3) (and this is very personal) Have you ever been to a smoke free city? Its' SPECTACULAR. Columbus is smoke free, and I know when I go down there, I drink a ton, completely over do it, and get way out of hand, but I never seem to get a hangover, despite often getting 5 hours of sleep on a floor or a couch, not a bed. Additionally, I don't smell like an ashtray, which is a nice bonus. And for anyone who says that their business will go down if smoking is banned in bars? If its' banned everywhere, people won't have a choice. Ask the C-bus bar owners if they are having any problems keeping their places busy. Trust me, they aren't.

Being In Love Means Never Having to Say Sorry..........

But being single means never having to share the big bag of candy corn on your dining room table with anyone, either.

So, I think I'll take my end of that trade. Thanks!